why?

why every year there appeared in my life. Sometimes happiness means right, but it can also suffer yourself even if we do not know what to do anymore. why if we are to far away, he must come to us. why do we feel guilty when we hide the truth?. why every day should pretend. his sign is there something we are not aware of or that we hide so that other people do not know. why to live happy lives in pretense?. whether such a denial or truth? so whether it will prove one day?.i hope i will get all answer WHY one day......and it ends with joy...